Alright. i'm back to posting again! hee

hmm, i having been staying in baby's house

for awhile le. at first, i feel rather uncomfortable la!

haha. but now, i dont feel good if he dont sleep beside me!

hee. love you many!

Alright! Back to posting again!

hmm, quite alot of things happened recently.

Me and baby seems to have some communications problems.

sigh!

issit bc i dont know how to communicate with him

or issit bc he cant communicate with me?

sigh!

but im kind of gald that we are able to talk things out properly.

well,

i know that partly is all bc of me ba.

mood always swing like nobody's business. sorry baby.

and thank you for your that understanding heart.

as what i told you on the bus that day,

im falling deeper and deeper for you.

right now,

all i know is that,

i really cant afford to lose you anymore.

i want to work things out with you and have a good future tgt.

i know, many times i make you tears,

make you sad and make you feel "not safe"!

sigh! dont tears bc of me anymore.

that really hurt me la.

let me be there to share the happiness we both are having.

let me be there to share the sadness you are facing:)

lastly,

i know we will always be that most loving couple<3


ps: its so uncomfortable without you sleeping beside me!!!

wow wow wow!!

This week is a "cool" week man!

haha!

firstly, cuz baby book out for quite long.

secondly, alot of planning on from thurs!whee!

look forward la.

Thurs: going to baby house to cook for his mom and him. after that,

heading out for movie:)

friday: going over to mama house for basketball session with sisters

and brothers and staying for dinner.


after dinner, going to amk hub for k-ing with wendy, kristy, huiling and

li hua!

sat: going sentosa with baby in the morning!

after sentosa meeting jack they all for steamboat session!

sun: is either zoo or badminton!!!

not confirm:(

after that at night ard 10plus baby jiu got to book in le!

sian!

haha! but is okay!

enjoy first zai sian! hee!

Went jb with baby ytd! hmm, yes!

we did enjoyed:)

think backk, the last time i went to jb is like 3months ago during

my birthday!

haha!

hmm, bring baby to dangan bay.

we walk along the beach side. its sweet uhh.

after that we stay one night at kozi hotel! kozi hotel!!?

when i first step in, memories flash thru my mind.

remind me of us?

hmm, i did told baby how i feel as i really dont wish to keep anything

from him.

lucky he can understand.

thank you baby!!

dont worry.

as what i promise you,

you will soon replaced all those memories!!

haha! alright!!

our next trip will be on the step:)

after your ORD!!

whee! look forward to that!

loves!

Sigh! i guess i really fall in love with him la.

The way he sin makes me melt.

well, at last i know he actually feel as well.

shit him uhh.

act blur to me! idiot!

but he said he need three days to think thru everything.

sigh!!

i guess the chances of us getting tgt is like less den 20%?? suan le.

let natural take its course ba.

yes, alot of ppl might think that im just having a crush on him,

at first i tot it was really a crush but after which,

i somehow realise that that wasnt the case at all lorr.

its love.

there is so much in me that i want to be with him and create more

wonderful

memories.

how i wish i can tell him all this la.

but i seriously dont have the courage to do so plus,

i really dont wish to stress him at all.

well, i can only wait and wait ba.

whether are we able to make it or not,

im not gonna make anymore first move le.

the rest is all up to the ben dan le!!

Those words you said that day really make me feel so hurt but at the same time, give up. Perhaps, to you, you will only care about her feelings ba. Well, it doesnt matter anymore. really. your wish is granted. life without me is happier. Now, i hope i dont get anymore stuffs that link to anyone who is close to you. really. wo hen lei ye hen xinku. i dont see a need to be sad anymore bc of a person who doesnt care. sigh. i hate to tears, i hate to think of you. so, let me just shut you off for now. And, this is what you want me to do so too=)