Have just hurt myself recently. But, wound is getting better n better. By doing that is not to make you feel guilty. Doing it to vent my anger out. And, instead of hurting you, i rather hurt myself. Cuz, i can no longer feel the pain anymore. I found out more n more things has time passed by. But didn't lose my temper or perhaps as what you say, i'm controlling myself bah. Well, whatever it is, everything doesn't matter anymore. So what if i find out more stuffs? I can't do anything either. It's really over right now. I won't ask for any more explanation to whatever you have done in the past.
*Specially for "you"*
I know you are doing your best to make me laugh every single moment.
Trying to give the best to me. *thank you*.
Thanks for been there for me at this point of time.
Keep losing temper on you but yet you can still wait for me till late night.
Till i'm safe back home.
Xin ku ni le.
I know i can't promise anything much to you now
but since i already promised that i will consider about us, then i will do so.
I don't know how long i will take but hopefully,
i don't missed the right person again.
I'll let you know once my heart tell me so.