Wednesday, November 25, 2009
"I enjoy your laughter. I want to hear you laugh and not cry. I want you to be happy and not xin ku. I dont want you to give up on yourself. I enjoy going out with your friends and you. Going mama's house and your house with you."
You said all this to me and wants me to bear all this words in mind. Sigh! Issit really true that you wanted me to be happy? But, why are you doing stuffs that make me sad n tears everytime? Why do i have the feelings that i'm always her "ying zi"? Yes, you said i'm not. But i dont think so. You beg me not to hurt myself anymore. You cried but i dont feel that your heart is aching. No matter what happened i know that she will be there for me. Why i can feel that her heart is aching but not yours? Sigh!