Sigh! i guess i really fall in love with him la.

The way he sin makes me melt.

well, at last i know he actually feel as well.

shit him uhh.

act blur to me! idiot!

but he said he need three days to think thru everything.

sigh!!

i guess the chances of us getting tgt is like less den 20%?? suan le.

let natural take its course ba.

yes, alot of ppl might think that im just having a crush on him,

at first i tot it was really a crush but after which,

i somehow realise that that wasnt the case at all lorr.

its love.

there is so much in me that i want to be with him and create more

wonderful

memories.

how i wish i can tell him all this la.

but i seriously dont have the courage to do so plus,

i really dont wish to stress him at all.

well, i can only wait and wait ba.

whether are we able to make it or not,

im not gonna make anymore first move le.

the rest is all up to the ben dan le!!